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My newest girl, Honey Bun, had her first vet visit today. No lung sounds, no heart issues, no porphoryn anywhere. Clean bill of health :) He said she might just be sensitive to things in the air around her. She's on a low dose of Baytril for 5 days just in case :)

Since she passed her exam with flying colors, she can be Anastasia's new cagemate! Anastasia's the last of the original rescue group. Russ was going to adopt her but, with his living situation taking a turn for the worse, he opted not to. Fine by me, I'm madly in love with Ana! The only thing was, she's too small to live in the other girls' cage so she's been living alone for the past few months :(

With Honey Bun in with her now, they've been popcorning around each other for the past hour! It's like rattie leap frog in there! hahaha My camera battery is recharging so I can't take any pictures til it's done but, there will be lots! They're so happy together :)

Mar. 4th, 2008

Tonight I watched, Across the Universe. Very fucked up movie but, indictative of what the 70's were like. I'd tell people to watch it. In fact, I will. WATCH IT! haha

That is all.
After a loonnggg battle with a respiratory infection, my rat Little One aka Lolo, died this morning. I tried prescriptions and even holistic remedies and he just couldn't fight this one :( He was my only PEW and he did come from Petco. He lived a wonderful life for 2 1/2 years.

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so as I lay in my bed, not sleeping, I got to thinking. About things from the past we can no longer do anything about. It came down to a thought about material things I've lost. All my movies I had collected and stuffed animals I had as a small child are probably all now in a dump somewhere in Indiana. I shouldn't have left them there but, with the events that unfolded, I had very little choice. She'd never have them sent here either. Even if I asked. Hell, I have asked. I even asked for the money back she said she would pay me back. Never got it. Just more proof the girl was only out for herself.

It sucks though. I'll never have a popple again. Not an original one anyways. Poor Popcorn :( And the teddy bear my great aunt gave me when I was 6. Gone. It all just sucks. Everytime I think about that shit, I realize more and more how much of a mistake all those things were. Moving. Going after her. All of it. I don't regret any of it, as I've said before. I learned a lot from it all. It was just one of the bigger mistakes in my life. Who knows where I'd be right now if I had stayed here and kept my job and my grand am. My life probably wouldn't have gone the way it has.

But, I went. I did. For a while. And I shouldn't have.

I miss my stuffed animals :( I'll never be able to pass on the memories.

R.I.P. Tyreus, my lil Wolfie

Donna, the woman who adopted Hermes and Tyreus, called me a few days ago to tell me Tyreus was in the hospital w/ a stomach problem. He wasn't eating and was acting lethargic but, everyone expected him to be okay. A day later, she left me a message, in tears mind you, and let me know that he had died due to Lymphoma. A form of cancer in ferrets that has no cure. The autopsy also revealed he had bilateral adrenal, something which he never showed symptoms of. When the Lymphoma was discovered, she brought him home to say goodbye to Hermes and the other ferrets he had been living with and then had him put down. Not only is there no cure but, there's no real treatment either.

Man, he was always the healthier of the 2. Hermes developed Adrenal last year sometime. He's being treated with Lupron and will most likely live out his whole life. Just medicated in order to do so. All his hair has grown back and he made a full recovery. Then Tyreus dies. I finally cried about it earlier. Everything has just been so hectic lately. With work, with friends, everything. It was like I took the info and locked it away until I had the time to cry. She's going to be sending me recent pictures she took, soon hopefully. Well, digital ones. After I send her my address again, she said she'll send me actual photos of them. I know she bonded with them and losing Tyreus was hard for her so I let her bury him in her backyard with a memorial. I'll be heading there one of these days soon to pay my last respects to the little guy.

Rest in peace little man. You will be missed.
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Tyreus is looking at the camera. It's the only picture I could find :(

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Rob Thomas has been my savior before and he's done it once again.  Since Steph had my CDs cuz I left them at a party, I went out yesterday and actually bought a new copy.  Then I hung out with her last night and got my CDs back, figures huh? lol  It's okay cuz my old copy is kind of scratched.  Which sucks but, hey I have a new copy! hahaha  So it's been my friend today.  Even when Ruffles, Joey, Steph and I went to the movies.  I made them listen to this CD on the way home.  I don't think Ruffles and Joey enjoyed it, besides Lonely No More but, s'all good.  Cuz it makes me calm down when I listen to it.  

Speaking of the movies, we saw Ultraviolet cuz Milla Jovovich is just one of the hottest women out there.  Oh yes she is.  And she kept it up in this one too.  A lot of parts kind of dragged but, on the whole it was a good flick.  First time I went to the movies in like 2 years.  So sad.  Felt good to get out like that.  

oh ya and Warrior?  My rat that had that rough start...found out last night that his eye issues when he got here weren't caused by the snake he was being fed to.  It was caused by the kid who bought him because he decided to hit him in the head with a metal spoon to get him to stop fighting back against the snake.  Which just makes me want to find him and kill him.  Warrior is just an innocent little rattie and thas just fucked up what that kid did.  I don't think I'll ever actually consider him a friend ever again because of that.  I'll be civil to him as he is one of my friend's boyfriend but, no one who can do that to a  helpless animal is a friend of mine.  It'd be a cold day in hell people.


I am unwritten,
can't read my mind,
I'm undefined
I'm just beginning,
the pen's in my hand,
ending unplanned

Staring at the blank page before you
Open up the dirty window
Let the sun illuminate the words that you could not find

Reaching for something in the distance
So close you can almost taste it
Release your inhibitions
Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins
The rest is still unwritten

I break tradition, sometimes my tries, are outside the lines
We've been conditioned to not make mistakes, but I can't live that way

Staring at the blank page before you
Open up the dirty window
Let the sun illuminate the words that you could not find

Reaching for something in the distance
So close you can almost taste it
Release your inhibitions
Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins

Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins
The rest is still unwritten

Staring at the blank page before you
Open up the dirty window
Let the sun illuminate the words that you could not find

Reaching for something in the distance
So close you can almost taste it
Release your inhibitions
Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins

Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins
The rest is still unwritten
The rest is still unwritten
The rest is still unwritten

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